So I closed my eyes.
I'm starting to feel sleepy....
Let's just fall asleep like that.
I don't know if I'm going to wake up tomorrow.
That too will depend on the Story to come.
If I'm not going to die, I won't die, no matter what.
If I'm going to die here, then that would be it.
No matter how much I struggle, it's useless.
After all, it's not like I have anything I want to do.
I have neither hopes nor wishes.
That's why it's fine either way.
Either way, it doesn't matter.
Do as you like.
It's always been like this.
I don't even know if I'm alive or dead.
Vague and unclear, half-assed and hazy, not choosing anything and letting myself go along with other people, I've led an uncertain and ambiguous life, that's why....
"....I don't want to die...."
Like that.
I realized that I was alive.
I learned at what moments I cried.
— Cannibal Magical, Zaregoto