sam winchester — cut

"I find it when I am cut..."
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Ohhh boy. The world was pretty different the last time I uploaded a video, huh? Of course, I kind of anticipated it would get bad when I heard what was happening in China. It's so incredibly awful though, and miserable. I hope everyone is keeping safe and healthy during this time.

So a little context for this vid: I've always associated this song with Sam. It's a project that's been in my to do list for a few years now. So I decided to complete it this year for his birthday -- albeit, a few days late. Sam's issues of PTSD, depression, dissociation/depersonalization, passive/reactive suicidal tendencies, and addiction are issues that are overlooked a lot both in the show and within the fandom. He's such a tragic character, guys, and as much as we all love him for being the wonderful badass that he is, his vulnerability and his sweetness and his ability to endure is what makes me love this man so much.

I wanted to really capture the melancholy tone that this beautiful song has, plus a little bit of a hopefulness at the end. Even after everything that he's gone through, there are so many moments for him where the light shines through and evens it all out.

Last note: This song is sensitive and deals with themes of self-harm, suicidal ideation, and depression, so if those are topics that are harder for you, please take note of that. Thank you!

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Song: /watch?v=diaHnF-zfEg
Fandom: Supernatural
Program: Sony Vegas Pro 16
Coloring: SunnyVids (Soon You'll Get Better - edited)