Mothica - forever fifteen (Official Lyric Video)

forever fifteen ep - MARCH 19
presave here: https://ffm.to/foreverfifteen

I wanted to do something special for the 10 year anniversary of my own experience so I asked my followers to share their story with me. This is the behind the scenes look at some of the 2,163 submissions. The final music video will have more photos!

This project is a huge puzzle piece in my healing process, and i'm so glad I can finally share it with you. Six song EP out in March!

Co-Directed by Patrick R Young & Powell Robinson
Produced by Laura Burhenn for Our Secret Handshake
Cinematography Powell Robinson
Written by Mothica, Eva Honey, Alexandria Veltri, Lenii
Produced by David Burris
Mixed by Devon Corey
Mastered by John Greenham

LYRICS:
try
try to look a little older
so I can go
down
to the bar
there’s someone waiting
to take me home

i can’t take it, all the damage done
wanna sink into oblivion
could be anything or anyone
anyone at all

he said “love that you’re fifteen”
ten shots of whiskey
he brought to my bedside
said “now you’ll be alright”
when i was fifteen
i thought no one would miss me
they’re all just pretending
so i wrote the ending
when they say that it’s not that bad
you’re too young to be this sad
makes you wanna do something
that you can’t take back and be
forever fifteen
would you have missed me at all?

walk
down the halls a little slower
so nobody knows
hold
hold my head a little lower
just wanna let it go

i can’t take it, all the damage done
wanna sink into oblivion
could be anything or anyone
anyone at all

he said “love that you’re fifteen”
ten shots of whiskey
he brought to my bedside
said “now you’ll be alright”
when i was fifteen
i thought no one would miss me
they’re all just pretending
so i wrote the ending
when they say that it’s not that bad
you’re too young to be this sad
makes you wanna do something
that you can’t take back and be
forever fifteen
would you have missed me at all?

Ophelia
think i see ya under water
Ophelia
think I see ya under water

he said
“love that you’re fifteen”
ten shots of whiskey
he brought to my bedside
said “now you’ll be all mine”
when i was fifteen
i thought no one would miss me
they’re all just pretending
so i wrote the ending
when they say that it’s not that bad
you’re too young to be this sad
makes you wanna do something
that you can’t take back and be
forever fifteen
would you have missed me at all?