Скачать или смотреть dry january - original song

melodramatic me + new year = this song
i hope u all had a good one

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lyrics:
pack up the tree, watch the lights go down
if only you lived this side of town
you might still be right here, right now
open up a bottle of champagne
that’s a celebration i can feign
but without you it doesn’t feel the same

i’m guarded don’t know much i can show
and just like santa there’s a time you need to go

december kept all the merry
now my heart's like a cemetery
almost out of vocabulary
to say how i feel
knew you through a yuletide frenzy
feel like i know you already
can’t help but think i got the tough end of the deal
dry january
cause you’re not here

now it’s back to the wonted, monotonous life
the one where all i do is try and try
but this time it won’t be with you by my side
won’t get a new year's holiday
working won’t keep the sad at bay
no fireworks my sky will just be grey

i’m guarded, but i just want you to know
this year to you is like summer sun to snow

december kept all the merry
now my heart's like a cemetery
almost out of vocabulary
to say how i feel
knew you through a yuletide frenzy
feel like i know you already
i know you’re meant to try new things this time of year
but i don’t want to try this life without you here
can’t wait til the train brings you to reappear
cause it’s dry january
when you’re not here

i’m guarded but after this song you’ll know
i really wish you didn’t have to go