[Intro — whispered, close-mic]
I don’t sleep right.
I don’t breathe right.
Not since you left.
[Verse 1]
I scrubbed the floor till my knuckles split,
Kept the porch light on like a good man should.
Every room still talks in a voice I miss,
Every shadow wears what you took.
I tried “amen” like it was medicine,
Tried to be small, tried to be clean—
But the silence is a hungry thing,
And it learned my name in between.
[Pre-Chorus]
You were heat in my veins, you were order in the storm,
Now I’m just a paper-thin ghost in a borrowed form.
I tell myself “don’t,” but the word won’t hold—
I want the weight back. I want the cold.
[Chorus]
You’re my poison and my proof,
My cure that ruins me smooth.
One touch and I’m brave again,
No shame, no fear, no “where’ve you been?”
I’m nothing when you’re gone—
Just an empty house with the locks left on.
So pour it in, let it burn me new:
I hate what it does— I need what it does—
I’m sick for you.
[Verse 2]
I found your mark in the cracks of faith,
In the sulfur-sweet on the back of my throat.
They look at me like I’m some stray mistake,
Like I chose the leash, like I chose the rope.
But you spoke my grief in a language pure,
You promised “justice,” you promised “more,”
And I believed you like a drowning man
Believes in a door.
[Pre-Chorus]
You made the world go quiet when it tried to scream,
You made me feel like I wasn’t just a bad dream.
Now the mirror won’t blink, and I can’t pretend—
I’m a man with a hole where you used to live in.
[Chorus]
You’re my poison and my proof,
My cure that ruins me smooth.
One touch and I’m brave again,
No shame, no fear, no “where’ve you been?”
I’m nothing when you’re gone—
Just an empty house with the locks left on.
So pour it in, let it burn me new:
I hate what it does— I need what it does—
I’m sick for you.
[Bridge — half-time pulse, confession turned threat]
I tried to stand up straight, tried to act “saved,”
But the good word didn’t keep me safe.
I learned how easy it is to cross a line
When the dark feels kind.
If you can hear me past the dirt and the smoke,
If you still remember the man you broke—
Come back.
I’ll open every door.
I’ll say “yes” like it’s all I’m for.
[Final Chorus — bigger, sharper, no mercy]
You’re my poison and my proof,
My cure that ruins me smooth.
One touch and I’m brave again,
No shame, no fear, no “where’ve you been?”
I’m nothing when you’re gone—
Just an empty house with the locks left on.
So pour it in, let it burn me true:
I hate what it does— I need what it does—
I’m sick for you.
[Outro — whispered]
Nothing without you.
Nothing without you.
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