RIVILIN - VISIONARY [Lyrics x AMV]

RIVILIN - VISIONARY
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Anime: Heavenly Delusion | Tengoku Daimakyou (AMV)
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Lyrics:
I feel your jaws
Start to wrap around my neck
So disgusted with how I left
I feel the anguish in my bones
Watch them snap I turn to stone
Try to ignore the pain

I see the flesh around my heart
Rotted with hate
This wooden home
It screams my name
No grand design above the sky
Skin is burning with the lie
Watch me embrace the void

I'm a waste, I'm a vermin
A piece of sh*t, hurting
Doesn't matter if I stay
I’m always just lurking
The ghost between us
The floorboards and concrete
It doesn't matter now
When you don't amount to something

To people that you thought just really cared
But they leave you on the ground
When you’re choking
Not coping
And now you're embraced
By the emptiness you never loved
And you’re watching as he consumes
Everything you came to trust

Down the alleys where you grew up
And you never understood
What it means to just care
What it means to just stare
With the blank eyes
When someone’s just falling
To s**cidal tendencies
They always get the best of me

So tell me why you’re never f*cking calling
Never checking on me
Until you need something to waste your time
Just leave me the f*ck alone
Cus I'd rather be d3ad to you than something

Yeah depression hits me up
Says he loves
Who you are now
I want nothing to do with you
Invade my dreams and give me nothing
No I couldn't see you bluffing
Find a lover
Feel disgusted from you

Feel my consciousness hit my stomach
Weighs a ton
It's dragging me down
I got nothing to give to you
You took the best
Then left me stranded
Filled with hate
Then reprimanded
Come tomorrow
Empty-handed from you

So bury me out the back
Where I can't hear a thing
I don’t want to be
Something more than a dream
But you know that’s not fair
How you're always in mine
Always plaguing my thoughts
Waking up and you're gone

My friends they say
That it doesn't get better than this
Is being tormented
Just some form of a bliss
These glass walls that I construct
Just seem to crack
And like a puppet
I just always come back

Yeah so it always turns this way
When your friends turn fake
And you don’t have a lover
To remember your name
So you crumble at the fear
When you don't know yourself
Pills from a psychiatrist
Yeah it sucks they couldn't help

With the constant torment knowing
That you never will belong
With the piercing stares from family
Where they love to prove you wrong
Like what you do for work
Yeah you're looking half alive
Yeah I swear I have been on repeat
Since I nearly d1ed

Say you wanna understand
But you can't
I never said I wanna be alive long
It feels like I'm not living in my body
Like who am I to you
Am I just a joke of something that I used to be
Use me
Abvse me
Until you leave again
I'm sick of living like I want to k1ll myself

Yeah depression hits me up
Says he loves
Who you are now
I want nothing to do with you
Invade my dreams and give me nothing
No I couldn't see you bluffing
Find a lover
Feel disgusted from you

Feel my consciousness hit my stomach
Weighs a ton
It's dragging me down
I got nothing to give to you
You took the best
Then left me stranded
Filled with hate
Then reprimanded
Come tomorrow
Empty-handed from you

Yeah depression hits me up
Says he loves
Who you are now
I want nothing to do with you
Invade my dreams and give me nothing
No I couldn't see you bluffing
Find a lover
Feel disgusted from you

Feel my consciousness hit my stomach
Weighs a ton
It's dragging me down
I got nothing to give to you
You took the best
Then left me stranded
Filled with hate
Then reprimanded
Come tomorrow
Empty-handed from you

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