Mary Middlefield - Sexless (Official Video)

Stream new EP 'Poetry (for the scorned and lonely)' here: https://marymiddlefield.lnk.to/poetry

Written by Maria Mitterfellner, Anna Borkenhagen & Gwen Buord

Arranged by Yvan Vindret

Produced by Gwen Buord & Maria Mitterfellner

Mixed & Record by Alexis Sudan at A.K.A Studio, Lausanne

Directed by Imogen Harrison

Lyrics:

I haven’t had sex in the past year
Not as bad as it sounds
That guy I know hits me up sometimes
I like him but he doesn’t smell nice
I met a man with a tan line on his finger
The air was thick in the elevator
Always rambling about astrology
I believed him when he said he loved me

No one’s ever been in love with me
“She’s hot but way too needy”
“A fresh catch in the middle of the night” “One more reason to swipe right”

How did I get to this point?
How did I get to this point?
I’m sexless and I’m not loved
How did I get to this point?
How did I get to this point?
I’m sexless and I’m not loved

I lost the friends that never knew me
Started hiding, stopped replying
Back in the day, they fixed me up
There was always someone down to fuck
I’m trying to keep myself busy
Alexander’s not part of this journey
But there’s only so many songs I can write
I’m stuck on these tracks in the middle of the night

The train stopped moving a while ago
No one cares if I come to the show
To some I might feel like a drain
A plug who’s there to clog the pain

How did I get to this point?
How did I get to this point?
I’m sexless and I’m not loved
How did I get to this point?
How did I get to this point?
I’m sexless and I’m not loved

My mind is high
My mood is low
My ego’s big
My patience’s small
My mind is high
My mood is low
My ego’s big
My patience’s small

How did I get to this point?
How did I get to this point?
How did I get to this point?

I’m here just pleasing
But I’m not releasing
My limbs are shaking
My body’s aching
I’m here self-pleasing
Not releasing
My limbs are shaking
My body’s aching

How did I get to this point?
How did I get to this point?
How did I get to this point?
How did I get to this point?
How did I get to this point?
How did I get to this point?
I’m sexless and I’m not loved

Director: Imogen Harrison
Executive producer: James Byfield
Producer: Chloe Culpin
DP: Ailsa Aikoa
1st AD: Arizona Eastwood
2nd AD : Georgie Taylor Ward
HMUA: Billie Mckenzie
HMUA asst: Hannah Shaikh
Stylist: Danielle Westwood
Stylist asst: El Bras
Movement director: Anna Engerström
Production designer: Xander Mitchell
Production design asst: Joshua Andraos
Production design asst: Charlie Adams
Asst: Eloise Craven
Gaffer: Ramzey Sabbagh
Spark: Charlie Manning Walker
Spark: Joe Dabbs
1st AC: Joel Spence
2nd AC: Lara Diamond
Editor: Amanda Marie-Rose
Colorist: Caroline Morin
Online: George Achillea