Still Lost // Original Song

After reflecting on my past, present, and the journey along the way, I wrote this as if I had 5 minutes to have a conversation with a former version of myself.

Lyrics:

Is this all a disappointment to you
Is this who you thought you’d turn into

Crying by yourself at 26
In your bed in a house that you only rent

You move away way from those you say you love
You think that you can go beyond and above

You try to prove a point to everyone who cares
I swear it’s not worth the weight of all their stares


Be patient with your thoughts and don’t neglect yourself
Or your feelings when distraught, there’s different kinds of wealth

Did you think that I would normalize myself
Cause hey, nothing has changed, except my mental health


And now i’m lost on the road can’t tell if it’s straight or wide or narrow
my own path, I haven’t chose, it just feels so unjust, unfair, oh

I hope, your doing well, I know, our life was hell
And the past, it comes back, again all too well


I love you, you got this, I am on your side
even when you feel like you just want to hide

I love you, you got this, I am on your side
I love you, you got this, run and don’t hide