eli. - disappear (official music video)

track 12 from my upcoming album, "the way we used to love." out on February 22nd. you can pre-order or pre-save on any stores or streaming platforms-

PURCHASE/PRESAVE - https://www.imelilucas.com/album/

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Filmed by Cole Christian -    / @colechristian2012  


lyrics

i've been feeling low, so low now
tryna do my best, don't know how
holding onto hope for life now
but i become consumed with doubt

carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders
looking for the answers, maybe i'll know once i'm older

but please hang on
please hang with me
i'll be back soon
i'll be back

time for me to go
i need some room to grow

i feel so alone
no one even knows

i just wanna disappear
take me far away from here

i don't wanna face my fears
i just wanna disappear

i wanna do my best, but...
i don't know what's next yet
i just need a reset
i just wanna be something
i just wanna change your life
i just wanna do it right

everything i wanna do, everything i wanna be
i see it all happen for me, i find it hard to believe
finding it harder to breathe, yeah

i just wanna feel complete
why do i not feel complete?
oh, i know that is on me
you all gave me everything, yeah, yeah, yeah

carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders
looking for the answers, maybe i'll know once i'm older
need some time to recollect myself, please don't forget me
when i disappear next week, i hope you can forgive me

i don't wanna disappear
i just wanna stay right here
moving is my greatest fear
maybe i should disappear