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Allison Holker made a devastating discovery about her late husband, Stephen "tWitch" Boss, on one of the hardest days of her life.

Weeks after the Ellen DeGeneres Show co-executive producer and longtime deejay died by suicide at age 40 in December 2022, the dancer uncovered a "cornucopia" of drugs — including mushrooms, pills and "other substances I had to look up on my phone" — hidden inside his shoeboxes.

"I was with one of my really dear friends, and we were cleaning out the closet and picking out an outfit for him for the funeral," Holker, 36, recalls in an exclusive interview with PEOPLE for its latest cover story, on newsstands Friday.

"It was a really triggering moment for me because there were a lot of things I discovered in our closet that I did not know existed. It was very alarming to me to learn that there was so much happening that I had no clue [about]," she continues. "It was a really scary moment in my life to figure that out, but it also helped me process that he was going through so much and he was hiding so much, and there must have been a lot of shame in that."

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