Seaclipse - The Best Horse In Town

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When depression and loneliness become your only friends, you either live enough to love them or die in the process~

Aaaahhh anxiety...

This is a little vent song I've been working on as a side project for almost a year. Tbh, I never thought of uploading it, as it was something I made for myself. But here we are, I'm happy enough with the final result.
I admit it is not my best work in terms of production, but that wasn't the point. Also, vocals are still a little harsh, but I'm working into it :3

Hope you enjoy it, and if you feel similar just remember that it's okay and it's normal. Everything in life is temporary and the storm won't last forever. Also, do not discard the idea of getting professional help, as it has helped a lot people and I'm sure it can help you!

Bandcamp: https://seaclipse.bandcamp.com/track/...

Lyrics:

Verse 1
Now I know that I’m not the best horse in town
But I also know that I’m worth of the time
It’s hard to believe they perceive me as a clown
I’m drowning in oceans; the sorrow is mine
I’ve been wanting a new life to kill for the knife
A phantom at the window, that’s who I am
Through friendship and magic I only found strife
I choose the defeat, I'm a broken program
So, take what you got and go kiss this goodbye
I thought I was special, it is worthless to try

Chorus
Save me, I know I’m not worthless
Tell me, you’re not like the others
Help me, I’m drowning in tears again
Save me, the sorrow surrounds me
Take me, away from the darkness
Guide me, I'm sailing under black sea
Save me, nopony trusts me
Tear me, this flesh that I’m choking
Teach me, believe in friendship again

Verse 2
Now that I’ve give everything that I had
There isn’t a smile left for me to depart
The darkness has taken a different path
Is it time to die or I play my part?
Besides my efforts I can’t shine bright
My existence a lie, you’re not by my side
I wish I’d let go, you’re holding so tight
What will you do? I’ve already died
Celestia, forgive me I can’t take the fight
Luna, please hold me no sweet dreams tonight

Chorus
Save me, I know I’m not worthless
Tell me, you’re not like the others
Help me, I’m drowning in tears again
Save me, the sorrow surrounds me
Take me, away from the darkness
Guide me, I'm sailing under black sea
Save me, nopony trusts me
Tear me, this flesh that I’m choking
Teach me, believe in friendship again

Final bridge
‘Cause no one truly understands
The pain that lives inside me
Nobody listens when I scream
I live in total agony
Don’t think that you understand
This fire’s burning out heart
Come on, tell me who I am
In a world of friendship, without friends...

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