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At dawn, the drift rose like a sea set wrong. All was blue—not sky, but sand that remembered rain so long it kept the color of it. Nan marked the verge with a staff and tied my ledger cloth tight: Jun, Nan, the wire-ring boy. Three bumps against the pulse.
“The pale seam is safe,” she said. “Keep to it. Step light. If the blue takes thee, roll up-slope and do not stand.”
The seam was a narrow blush that ran along the crest of the dune, whitish as skim on cooled milk. To either side lay the deep, a moving field of blue fines. The boy listened with his coil to the skin of it and nodded once. “Angle kept. Pitch dull.” Dull meant the drift was thinking, not hunting.
I took the test jar set to first stop. At a tilt, the bright sand within offered a small spill, no more than a spoon. Where it touched the crest, the spill showed eddies, the line of the wind, the places where a boot might keep. I went forward in threes, the way Nan taught: seed, step, lift; seed, step, lift. My print filled at once with blue and cooled my ankle through the leather. I did not tarry.
The drift moved under me as a slow beast moves in sleep. Seas between dunes heaved and slacked with each breath of wind. When a gust came, flakes of pale ran ahead like foam. I learned to trust the foam. Where it caught, the crest held. Where it blew clean away, a hollow waited with its mouth open.
Midway, the blue rose almost reached my knee. It did not seize. It drank. That is worse. One may fight a hand. A thirst is mannered and patient. I spoke our three names into my cloth and felt steadier. Names are edges. They tell even a sea of dust where I keep.
On the far slope, a figure moved—one of ours, jar on shoulder, making for the tower stone eastward. The gap between us lay dark as a river cut through copper. I tipped the jar and sent a thin wake ahead. The wake showed a crossing where the pale seam ran down and stitched itself to the next ridge. I took it sideways, hips square, feet low, never both sunk at once. The blue lapped but did not claim.
At the foot of the last rise, the drift tried a trick: it lay flat and looked like a road. I tested with a staff. The staff went down to the haft and came back rimed with cold. The boy’s coil gave a fretful hum. He pointed past my right boot. “Hear that notch.” I heard it then, a thinner sound in the wind, and found the seam again, no wider than a strap.
I climbed.
At the crown, I did not look back. Looking back on drift makes a body heavy. I crossed the pale to rock, set the jar safe in shade, and let my legs shake. When at last I turned, our prints showed like bowls pressed into the crest, each already brimmed with blue. The wind combed them, filled them, smoothed them clean. In a little while, there would be no sign that a person had passed.
Nan came after with the boy, steady as posts, not a wasted footfall. She touched the pale with her staff and nodded once. “Good.” It is all the praise this place trusts.
“What keeps the seam,” I asked, “when all around seeks to drink us?”
“The seam hath memory,” she said. “Old rain laid it. The blue respects that keeping, though it envies it.”
We set a marker of ledger cloth knotted to a thorn of rock, three stitches shown to the wind. Not a flag of claim, only a reminder: held here. Then we walked the spine toward the far tower, and the drift to either side went on with its slow thinking.
Behind us, the deep blue closed its mouth over our bowls and forgot us, as it forgets every foot that crosses. Ahead, the seam ran pale into the morning, narrow as a thread and true enough to live by, so long as one kept the count: seed, step, lift.