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Nov 9, 2017 at 10:04am PST
Hours before he died, Peep posted disturbing Instagram videos and pictures that showed him abusing drugs. He placed pills on his tongue in one photo and dropped them into his mouth in a video. “When I die you’ll love me,” he wrote in one message.
In another, he detailed his struggle with mental health and drug addiction. “I just wana be everybody’s everything I want too much from people but then I don’t want anything from them at the same time u feel me I don’t let people help me but I need help but not when I have my pills but that’s temporary one day maybe I won’t die young and I’ll be happy? What is happy I always have happiness for like 10 seconds and then it’s gone,” he wrote. “I’m getting so tired of this.”
Rodriquez didn’t address Peep’s addiction in her posts.
“I can’t believe I’m writing this. You’re in my heart. I’m always yours. I don’t have words to express what you’ve done for me in such little time,” she wrote. “I love you so much. You live forever in me. I don’t know how to do any of this without you now... I love you so much I want to wake up from this nightmare.”
Lil Peep photographed for a September 2017 profile in V Magazine. Mario Testino / V Magazine