Скачать или смотреть ASMR Collarbone Tingles ~ Close Up Visual Triggers ~ Skin Caressing//Humming//Mouth Sounds

INCOMING WORD VOMIT- IF YOURE GOING TO READ THIS READ IT ALL THE WAY THROUGH SO YOU CAN END ON A POSITIVE NOTE :P This is not the video I wanted to release, forgive me. This one im actually incredibly insecure and unsure about, but... well, honestly, I'm trying to prove myself something. I've been having a bad bout of insecurity the past week or so. Every fiber in my being wants to throw this video in the recycle bin (I actually did that the day I shot it) because of many reasons. My teeth look disgusting... those yellow un-matched fillings seriously make me want to bash my face into a curb. My neck looks wormy and blehg. My chin has somehow disappeared even more. My eyebrows are WHACK. My hair isn't falling right... I just want to cry. BUT IT HAS TO STOP. It's dumb. And silly. To stress myself sick over such trivial things. Things I don't care about on anyone else... why do i judge myself so harshly? It's so silly, yet I continue to do it. I'm letting trolls that have yet to even say anything control how I feel. I'm creating trolls in my head that are affecting my mental health. It's one thing to include self-deprecating humor in my videos, it's another to just hate myself and stop uploading altogether. The past few days I was terrified how people would react to this video. What if people find the collarbone stuff too sensual and start calling me a camerawhore? What if people start unsubbing? What if people call me a dumb slut like Timmy does, but actually mean it? Then this guy that commented on my Patreon fail stream said it seemed staged and fake. Why would that bother me when I know that's not true and I left it up because fuck cmon that was hilarious LOL. But... I'm still so hurt over my past and being judged and shunned from the people in my town (I will address this more in an upcoming Q&A video, still trying to figure out how i want to go about that vid) that it's carrying over to the internet and it's just absurd to think everyone online will understand my heart; that I want to be real, I want to accept my flaws and encourage others to do the same. But some of the smallest or dumbest comments slink their way under my skin and eat away at my core. That's just pathetic. And i've been beating myself up even more for being so weakened by it. But I'm ready to move on from that. Forgive me for my rambles, I know it's a bit heavy, but these insecurities only grow stronger the more I hold it in.

Releasing this video is giving a middle finger to my insecurities that try to control my life. It's a middle finger to those fake (in my head) and real trolls that find it amusing to be an asshole and judge me when they ain't know SHIET. haha

I hope you all enjoy this video. I do hope you can forgive me for my word vomit and unleashing my insecurities on you guys. This channel is such an important outlet for me. Thank you for everyone that takes me as I am and joins me in this journey. You make my heart smile and you breathe life into my lungs when I need it the most.

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