ELUNIA - Tunnels (Audio Visualizer)

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"Tunnels" was probably the most painful song to write from the EP, yet it happened quickly one day in a single burst. An analogy dawned on me – it felt like I was standing on the ground, and there were all of these tunnels underneath my feet that I couldn’t see that other people were walking through, meeting in, laughing in, but I was always missing out. So many things were happening that I was never a part of, and so I would hear about them in snippets and feel too innocent, inexperienced, even inept. I pretended not to care, since I didn’t want to participate – but in reality, I cared so much it hurt.

LYRICS:

The cracks in your voice
Make me feel like it's okay if I have some too
But I've made the choice
Of holding still so my lips can't move

Ache in my bones
An inside joke with myself
In a glass case home
It's an inside joke with myself

And they're weaving tunnels round me, under my feet
And they're weaving tunnels round me that I can't reach
And they're weaving tunnels round me, under my feet
And the hardening in my chest doesn't faze me

Paralyzed frame
I wonder if I come up in conversation
I'm ashamed
Of the backwards ways in which I make

A statement, I act
Like this state is better than the thing itself
And sometimes I'm glad
When the ache is better than the thing itself

And they're weaving tunnels round me, under my feet
And they're weaving tunnels round me that I can't reach
And they're weaving tunnels round me, under my feet
And the hardening in my chest doesn't faze me

It doesn't faze me
It never fazes me
It doesn't faze me
It never fazes me
(Anymore)
It doesn't faze me
It never fazes me
(Anymore)
It doesn't faze me
It never fazes me
(Anymore)

And they're weaving tunnels round me, under my feet
And they're weaving tunnels round me that I can't reach
And they're weaving tunnels round me, under my feet
And the hardening in my chest doesn't faze me
(Anymore)