Xilo - Will I Ever Be Good Enough? (lyrics/nightcore)

Lyrics are provided in the video. Thanks for listening and checking out ♥
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​SONG INFORMATION

❂ Artist(s): Xilo
❂ Song: Will I Ever Be Good Enough?
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   • Will I Ever Be Good Enough?  

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❂ Xilo
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​❂ Anime in the video: Oshi No Ko
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​ LYRICS
You know, I wake up and look outside my windows
And think of how beautiful it is to live on this planet we call Earth
But then I hold my breath for just a minute
And wonder where it all went wrong
I question my sanity
Debate within myself, if it was all me for this wrongdoing
Or if my mistakes led me here
Or if I'll ever make it out
Why am I such a fuck up, I ask myself?
Why do I deserve to live another day
If all I do is make mistake, after mistake, after mistake
And never see any form of improvement
I deserve to die, don't I?
I don't even deserve to be here right now.
I'm a shell of who I used to be
I don't even feel human at this point
This isn't normal, not for me at least
I just wish I could take back lost time
And recover all the inconsistencies in my story
Patch up all the areas that are broken
And replace it with good memories
But that's impossible.
I have these unrealistic dreams
But even if there was just a small crack
To where it could be possible for just a second
I'd take it in a heartbeat
I just want to feel whole again
I don't want to feel as if I'm a burden to everyone
Or that I'm not good enough
But that's how I see myself
A failure, that's all I ever was
And all I ever will be
Will I ever be good enough?