5 years of constant Urge to Su*c*d*

There is always more story. I know all of us in our 20s are suffering from a syndrome where we want to become successful in early age, and if not that we want to come out strong, it’s not easy. Only we can understand as someone going through it, I have listed things which I did to survive my situation which was unbearable unending and filled with hopelessness at one time. It was almost sure that nothing is going to change, but still there was always one option to choose other than ending your life, and I always choose that, it was not easy. It was absolutely not easy, but still there is always another option. I had believe that I have lost something and the idea to end someone’s life is the easiest one. Why not go for the tough one once and see if that doesn’t work, will go with the easy one.