Скачать или смотреть So Much To Me [Disney]

you know you can't give me what i need,
and even though you mean so much to me,
i can't wait through everything.

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As far as I can see right now I have 3 options, 1) Leave YouTube entirely for good. 2) Leave this account and create a new one which only close friends will be notified about or 3) Stay with this account.
You might be thinking - well what the hell is the problem with the last option?
And the answer would be that I just can't deal with everything anymore. I'm completely overwhelmed with everything right now. And I have so much going on in real life right now I feel like I'm missing out on it so much by spending so much time online. I'm missing out on everything, spending time with my friends, my family, MYSELF and just so much, and the stress is really getting to me.
I'm exhausted all the time, stressed all the time, I never get any time anymore to just sit and BE.
And I know you guys don't expect that much of me but I really feel like I'm letting you down, and just disappointing everyone! And that just adds to the stress, and its this giant cruel cycle....
I'm letting myself down most of all and I can't go on like this anymore.
YouTube used to be what helped me get through the day, now it just seems like another chore.
And there are so many people I care so much about on here that I just CAN'T leave all together.
But I'm so torn right now.

So what I'm trying to say through this description and video is to hold on guys, I'll figure out what to do soon enough and I just pray I'll make the right choice.
But it will probably be the hardest decision I'll ever make.
And let me just warn you, it probably will not be the third option.
I'm sorry.
♥