Скачать или смотреть Kibatsu Music - Feel Nothing At All feat. ANRI Arcane

Back with a rare double release on this channel. This song I made 6 months ago during the summer of 2025 but the music video held up the release because I wanted to commission a fancy MV for it, however every guy on fiverr never got back to me so sadly this song was collecting dust in my hard drive. I did a quick remaster and I quickly put together this video.

My favorite aspect of this song are actually the lyrics. It really reflects on some stuff I went through last year and it'd be cool if this weird pop/trap song interests someone out there. I had to rewrite the drums and select new bass and pad sounds until it hit right. It was quite a challenge I never ran into before, since I usually pick a sound and stick with it the whole way.

The idea to make something like this came from watching Nick Mira and xQc AKA DJ Toenail produce on Twitch and it gave me the idea to make melodic rap song. As always it ends up pretty anime but I'm just glad it's finally out. I think ANRI Arcane sounds fantastic and I hope to use more Synth V in the future with some rock ideas now that I can record guitar again.

This song isn't my current vibe or taste, unlike Between Two Worlds which is my most recent project, but I still vibe with this a lot.

Sometime in March I'll be releasing another one I had 80% complete about 6 months ago too but things got busy. I really enjoy the vibe of that one, so be on the lookout!

Lyrics:

You loving me was the greatest lie
You read my mind
And told me what to feel inside
I feel so lonely
When I'm around you
But I always feel fine
When you say I'm not supposed to

Now I feel nothing at all
Where has it all gone wrong

You made me feel
Nothing at all
For as long as I can see your face
You broke me
Into so many pieces
Some are lost
and can't be replaced

What have I become
Nothing is left I'm gone

And I have to realize
that we are not all the same
I'm being controlled by
Ghosts giving pointless shame

I'm only wanted when you don't want them
And realize you're worth more
When you don't value them
Told to love your family
That they'll be by your side
But then they're the first to scar you
And make you suffer
And bleed and cry

You said that I'm crazy
And played with my head
Then you lied to me
When I used to trust you
My toxic friend
You called me crazy
And played tricks with my mind
But you're always lying to me
Just to make yourself feel fine

You made me feel
Nothing at all
I got up
While you watched me fall

You were my tragedy
Always had me guessing
Was trusting you a mistake
Or was it my greatest lesson

I get this world's such a dark place
I was always my only friend
And I see the rest as a disgrace

If you really loved me you'd let me be
Instead of playing and using me
To satisfy your broken needs

Changed from the pain
And I felt undone
But it was to turn into
The one I needed to become