HLVRAI - still feel. [READ DESC.]

after two long years, it's finally here! what a journey this project was, and i unfortunately wasn't able to finish it fully the way i had wanted to

so much has happened in the time i spent working on this - moving multiple times, getting a job, and just moving on from hlvrai to other interests. i probably would have been able to see this project through regardless of all of that if it hadn't been for the fact that in late 2021, my computer's hard drive stopped working, and i was only able to recovery about a fourth of the files i'd had on it. i lost the entirety of still feel, all i had left was the work in progress videos i'd uploaded unlisted here. i had up to the chucky cheese scene fully lined and colored, and it was just all gone. there wasn't really any coming back from that. it was definitely a pretty heart-breaking moment because this project meant the world to me and realizing i wouldnt be able to see it through to the end sucked a lot.

but i am still really happy with what i was able to accomplish here. i cannot even begin to describe how personal and important this project has become to me. even though i didnt get to finish it, i still love it a lot. hl:vrai changed my life in so many ways. i would not be where i am at today if not for this silly youtube series. i'm glad i was able to make something that i think reflects the love and passion and gratitude i still hold for hl:vrai, its characters and its creators.

all that aside, thank you for watching. i hope you enjoyed it as much as i enjoyed making it.

and on the very off chance that wayne or anyone from the rtvs crew happen to see this, i just want to say thank you all for doing what you do. your videos and streams and humor are so inspiring and truly mean a lot to so many people. finding hl:vrai, and then your streams and community changed my life for the better in so many ways. thank you.

song: still feel. by half•alive

series: half life vr but the ai is self aware

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