Скачать или смотреть Matthew James Hemmer - FIXED [OFFICIAL M/V]

a song i wrote about feeling stuck in place, that ended up helping me move forward again.
had fun with coco filming this quick music video! thanks for watching and i hope you enjoy :)

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LYRICS:

oh oh
i lost my mental
was so detrimental
don’t know what you meant no

i swore i’d provide for you
they don’t know our life like we do
try to ease your mind and speak truth
but you caught my lies and my eyes in the rear view
nobody knows you like i do
tell you the secrets that i brood
you might be the only one i rely on
in undying devotion how could i wrong
im sorry baby i don’t know
my demons trying to take control
in the very end would you forgive me
if i can’t let go or accept

that im fixed
im stuck in place
im not fixed
im just stuck in my ways
and it’s shit
waking up and feeling the same
is this it
waiting round for something to change
cuz it’s fixed
someone’s rigging the game
and im pissed
feels like they spit in my face
i spent a really fucking long time working it right
and now i think im bouta flip by the end of the night


i said i think im bouta flip my head off
y-yeah you know you never told me what you meant nah-ah-ah
i was tryna keep my eyes lined with the next op
you were tryna keep me standing steady my area
but i was on the precipice
now im beyond reason
now im onto other shit
you wouldn’t believe it
picture looking perfect
don’t check underneath
send you right back to your mothership
rendezvous to venus
thought that you could send me to space
maybe hoping some distance would give my demons a break
but when it’s lonely i still wish you would’ve went with me babe
cuz my anxieties they follow me and know what to say
that you don’t need me or want me and straight up sent me away
demanded your location and im gon race
i don’t wanna think til i see your face
if i can’t i’d rather vanish without a trace
i can’t accept it

that im fixed
im stuck in place
im not fixed
im just stuck in my ways
and it’s shit
waking up and feeling the same
is this it
waiting round for something to change
cuz it’s fixed
someone’s rigging the game
and im pissed
feels like they spit in my face
i spent a really fucking long time working it right
and now i think im bouta flip by the end of the night


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