Скачать или смотреть Alex Vrenn - Impulse | Dark house, Post Industrial

🎧 Tittle:
🎵 Vibe: Dark House / Post Industrial

🍂 About:
The song explores the internal chaos of someone overwhelmed by prolonged emotional exhaustion and self-conflict. About impulsive reactions, pushing away love while desperately needing it, revealing a cycle of self-sabotage driven by fear and lack of self-control.

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🎤 Lyric:
My head is loud…

thoughts stacked
on top of thoughts.

I replay myself
too much,
too fast,
until nothing feels real.

I say things
I don’t mean.

Then I disappear.

I feel it rising…
no filter,
no pause.

I lose control
before I notice.

I push you away.

I push you away.

Then I hate myself
for needing you.

Guilt sticks to my skin…

every apology
sounds empty
even to me.

I build defenses
out of fear,
call it strength,
call it pride.

But it’s hollow.

I know the pattern.
I know the damage.
I still repeat it.

I push you away.

I push you away.

Then I hate myself
for needing you.

This isn’t an accident.
This is my doing.

I hide behind excuses
because facing myself
hurts more.

But I see it now—
the ego,
the denial,
the cost.

I take the weight.

I take the blame.

If you stay—
don’t save me.

Just don’t leave
while I learn
how to change.

Still flawed…

Still trying…

Still here,
owning it.

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