Alexander Stewart - if you only knew (Clean - Lyrics)

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Intro | 0:00

Verse 1 | 0:14
I've been tryin' so hard to survive
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
I feel so f*cking guilty 'cause God I'm so lucky to live my life
So I keep all the pain to myself
Losin' faith but nobody can tell
Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
So I pretend I'm fine

Chorus | 0:43
If you only knew
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
If you only knew
All the sh*t my brain is puttin' me through
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
I'm sorry but I need you, oh
If you only knew (Oh)

Verse 2 | 1:16
I wish I was somebody else
I'm constantly overwhelmed
Now I'm falling again gettin' drunk with some friends
It's a silent cry for help

Pre-Chorus | 1:30
I wanna get better, I want you to know that I can't do this on my own

Chorus | 1:38
If you only knew
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
If you only knew
All the sh*t my brain is puttin' me through
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
I'm sorry but I need you, oh

Bridge | 2:08
Take me out of this hell
Oh, somebody help
Take me out of this hell
Oh, I'm not myself

Outro | 2:23
I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry but I want to
Oh, if you only knew