I'm afraid

Written by Sweet Buzz Radio.

Produced by Suno.

Lyrics are written by me, vocals and instrumental are produced by Suno.

Lyrics:
Vivid repetitive dreams
My future filled with uncertainty
A constant reminder to me
What goes on behind the scenes
I’m stuck wondering what they mean
Looking for a sign when I was left behind
They died and their struggles became mine
I grew numb to it but it took so much time

I’m starting to see the bigger picture
But I’m afraid, yes I’m afraid
I don’t see it ever going my way

I try to keep going
But I’m afraid, yes I’m afraid
I’m looking for a new day, a new day

Echoes of failures are gonna haunt me later
No time for sympathy, so I turn into a faker
Niggas looking down on me
Tell me what they really see?
There’s no light in these eyes
I keep the truth in my replies
So when it all starts to come to
You understand what I’ve been through

I’m starting to see the bigger picture
But I’m afraid, yes I’m afraid
I don’t see it ever going my way

I try to keep going
But I’m afraid, yes I’m afraid
I’m looking for a new day, a new day

God won’t ever understand me
That’s why we can never agree
All of my sins is all He can see
And truth is, He’s just not ready
Abandoned by the Almighty
Lord knows I’ve that been trying
It’s all been for nothing
But I’ve always seen this coming

I’m starting to see the bigger picture
But I’m afraid, yes I’m afraid
I don’t see it ever going my way

I try to keep going
But I’m afraid, yes I’m afraid
I’m looking for a new day, a new day

With pain so deep and a will so weak
It’s no wonder I can’t get to sleep
Living with my neck to the knife
I’ve been pacified by life
Dug in a hole, and never thought twice
There are too many disappearances
Got to keep up appearances
Too focused on the differences
Hiding what the truth is

I’m starting to see the bigger picture
But I’m afraid, yes I’m afraid
I don’t see it ever going my way

I try to keep going
But I’m afraid, yes I’m afraid
I’m looking for a new day, a new day