kittydog - OUTCAST 💔💙 ( animation mv / vent song ) [ FW + TW ]

song by me [available here]: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kit...

OMGGGGGGGGG ITS FINALLY DONE IM SO PROUD OF THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU DONT EVEN KNOWWW DAWWWGGG THIS is the longest ive ever worked on an animation so far. before the longest i worked on a vid was 3 weeks, but this vid took me exactly1 MONTH To finish and i feel it really paid off ;;;w;;;, im so proud of this :'D i hope yall enjoy this [even if u dont, i know some ppl do and thats what matters to me!!!!!!!]

in Jan 2021, when i originally made the song, i was not in a good mindset.
in August, i built off of it, adding a more positive verse to the end to signify the improvement of my perception :)

this song and animation is a huge vent that represents me getting over a big internal pain of mine- i spent a long time worrying that everyone secretly hated me. In fact every time i met someone new, i couldn't help but think they hate me. it got so bad i couldnt tell if people were actually true friends, or just wanted fame out of me.
because of gaining internet popularity at a young age [13], people always held high expectations of my work. i had so much jealousy of those who i percieved as "better" than me.
on top of that, being young and popular online caused me to get manipulated easily. i did some genuinely awful things from that time of my life which is why i thought, "maybe part of me deserves to be hated by everyone".

but, i made the positive part of the song, because I know who i am, someone who makes an effort to grow and improving as a person. i realize people are going to hate, judge, or misinterpret me and thats okay- yes ive got so many regrets, but the best thing to do is learn from them and help others. and i DO have friends who care for me, who don't just treat me like im a status symbol. i DO have people who genuinely enjoy my art. and as long as at least some people are enjoying me and my work, i will keep on going with it. even if im outcast by some people, i'll always have a place for something positive to keep me going, and that's what matters.

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fps: mostly 12, 24 in editing
time taken: 1 month and 1 day [on and off, not total hours]

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characters in order of first appearence then from left to right:
tireddog[pink+purple dog], tireddog+crystal[comfort], ynspo, redasha, scl, waffle, fren, scls, underscore[blue+purple cat], rage, imposter, blue waffle, underscore+crystal, crystal, fractal, fluffen, puppers, cupcake, wafflecopter, boob, orb, rainborange, galicky, xcakes, tafm, fluffy hater, comet, honeycomb, logi, horn, blunt
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Programs used
animation:
adobe animate, flipaclip, procreate
video editing:
sony vegas + sapphire effects, video star
music editing:
fl studio, voloco, audacity
part where i used a bunch of misc programs:
adobe flash mx 2004, mspaint, Paint 3D, firealpaca, flstudio piano roll, paper
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extra info:
I started this animation on my friend froskii's computer on Aug 10 2021 visiting their house
This song was originally made Jan 7 2021 and originally called "they all hate me". I revamped the song and instrumental on Aug 10 2021.
The animation and lyrics contain various references, either to other's stuff, or my own previous works.
All my alters worked on this video, it's a project from the whole [zola/kittydog]
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https://kittydog.carrd.co
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