nothing,nowhere. - rejecter//farewell//cherry red (cover)

nothing,nowhere. - rejecter//farewell//cherry red (cover) ("audio dump")

0:00 "rejecter"
2:14 - "farewell" (unreleased)
3:13 - "cherry red"

lyrics down below!


hi, guys! so today instead of uploading a regular cover i thought i’d share with you some of my voice memos that i recorded while learning these songs.
they’re full of flaws but i never thought i’d share them anywhere. i was just trying out different ways of playing certain songs and with some of them i never even came up with a right version, hahah, so please, be understanding.

i didn’t really have time or conditions to record anything new for you but i really miss uploading and i kinda wanted to find a way to thank you for constantly listening and still subscribing to my channel. we’ve hit the milestone of 200 subscribers! thank you so so so much. with all my heart. maybe it’s not a huge number for you but can you imagine 200 people in one room? that’s crazy.
so yeah, i kinda wanted to keep you updated and since my channel is too small to let me make a community post, i just had to upload something so that i could say anything. so i decided to make a little “audio dump”, haha.

would you like me to make a full cover of any of those songs?

lyrics:

"rejecter"
you cannot hide
and there's no sign (i sang "zone" because i looked up the azlyrics version, whatever😭)
the slow decline
in your mind
you are not mine
i'm not yours
why would i try
when you're not sure?
i've been falling out, upstate
try to save me, it's too late
something in my head, talking
so i got the keys, i hop in

like i am just a reject
putting back the pieces
pushing you away like
i don't even need this
laying on the freeway
thinking 'bout what she said
waiting for a semi-truck
like i don't even give a fuck
i just need a reason
i can't find a reason
watching all the cars go
passing like the seasons
feeding all my demons
see you when i'm sleeping
and i think i like it like the pain became my jesus

ooh, everything fade when i get this way
ooh, every damn day gotta feel like this
ooh, everyone knows that i lost my way
ooh, every damn day gonna be the same
ooh, everything fade when i get this way
ooh, every damn day gotta feel like this
ooh, everyone knows that i lost my way
ooh-ooh

"farewell"
just call me one more time
give me one more look at your face
because it gets harder, harder, harder to walk away
and i'll try to move on
you're always on my mind
'cause you're the only thing that keeps me away
from myself
you know me so well
and this is hell
so farewell

"cherry red"
your lips were cherry red
you smelled like cigarettes
and you're my best friend
you were my best friend
and i taste liquor on your mouth again
you told me that the last time was the end
so i'll keep waiting
i'm always waiting

hiding bottles in the closet
i wish that you could stop this
i know you love me and you need it
but you keep swallowing your demons