Скачать или смотреть My First Macro Clip Collection of Spiders

Something about me, I had arachnophobia up until a couple years ago. If I saw one in my room I would go insane and try to kill it. If I lost it's location I would sleep in another room because on top of my fear for spiders, I read a post online that said "when you sleep at night spiders crawl into your mouth" and that made everything worse. The adrenaline rush I would have and sense of accomplishment after killing them was far superior than anything else in the moment.

I'm not really sure how it happened but I to my best knowledge, I overcame that fear by figuring out how scared spider are of us (the non-venomous spiders). I'd have zero issue killing a 'harmful to humans' spider. Every spider has venom, but only a few can send you to a hospital or the graveyard. Jumping spiders can't even break your skin with their fangs, but they are harmless. These aren't black widows.

I got over my fear of spiders by trying to pick up those harmless house spiders, and then I gradually succeeded to jumping spiders and observed them while they observed me. You have to turn off the fear of their little legs touching you, walking across you, and the fear of thinking it will bite you. When it walks up your arm, continue the hand to arm walking cycle by rotating hands. I don't know about you normal people that aren't scared of spiders, but people who fear them don't think of common sense strategy, it's just kill kill kill. Plus you can't see the beautiful design God put on these lil things from that far away, and people who fear insects aren't going to try to get that close.

And all thanks to Jesus Christ for giving me strength and feelings towards these precious creatures, that are massive inferior death traps to other insects, but that is what we are to spiders. Unless, of course, you have camel spiders...

Not only have I been able to excel in my love for photography by buying a camera, and learning about photography (it's time consuming, but an idle mind is the devils playground), but macro has brought me even closer to these little lives in this unseen world. A whole other scary miniscule atmosphere is going on under our feet while we trudge through our own miniscule life with it's problems. I like to escape this one by exploring the other one. Like bro, non of these insects pay taxes. They just live their best months and the cycle repeats.

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