Grabbing the Vlog Camera For My Walk! This Makes 27 Days Straight!

Hello Fam! I don't believe there is anything in here that indicates where I am with my separation. This is more of a walk and talk sort of video. I focus on me here. I have been up since 4 this morning and finished editing this video. I did see my wife yesterday. The visit in a whole was OK, but there was a moment our conversation was headed south and I held it together very well. I can see my progress over the last 5 months. Even though my therapist is saying I am only making it in small amounts. Still, I can see it. I was very nervous and felt a good bit of anxiety, but I was able to control that and I am proud of myself. I love her very much and there is certainly this pull between us. She said she can feel it too. I made her a vow till death and until she releases me from that vow, I will honor it. So, now I am only focused on my own growth to be better for myself and those in my life. I am starting to understand me a little better.

Thank you Fam!! I really appreciate you guys! Never Give Up!!