...Because I'm 17 and Autistic and Obsessed With Machine Girl || FULL ALBUM

EDIT: ITS ON SPOTIFY FINALLY https://open.spotify.com/album/16g0Jr...

ITS FINALLY DONE
i abandoned one of the songs (online) because i genuinely could not think of anything to do for it and jumpup! just works significantly better as a first song but anyways this stupid album is done and will be uploaded to spotify eventually!!

TRACK LIST/CHAPTERS:

0:00 - Playstation Intro
0:18 - JUMPUP!
2:44 - SEQUENCER
4:12 - BIOFUCK
6:18 - PSYSHOCK
7:47 - НЕНАВИДЕТЬ
10:02 - MANIABOY


НЕНАВИДЕТЬ lyrics

Lets not bring it up again
Stretch me thin till i run dry
Lets not bring it up again
Bite me hard until i cry
Lets not bring it up again
Ignore me when i leave to go
Lets not bring it up again
Treat me like a fucking joke

Skip me to the light bit
Riding on divine shit
Please dont make me relive all your stupid fucking violence
Redefine your ethics
Think before you send shit
Debug your fucking morals and decrypt the lies you speak in

And just remember that i dont want to forget you but its hard for me to care
might as well been that you werent even fucking there
I know that want you wanted was to keep me by your side
But you ignored the trail of blood I left to keep up and abide

Everything you did was fabricated, every word you said — a lie
Every night i’d lock myself inside my room to cry
All ever I got was ‘sorry i made a mistake’
I’ll never forget and never let go of the hate

I’m not one to hold a grudge but you made me this way
And I’ll always help anyone in need but you abused it
And i’ll never forget the things that you said never forget the things that you did
Never forgive and never forget. Never forgive and never forget.



MANIABOY lyrics

Sifting through the constant reminders of your past
Building up a world but it was never meant to last
Nevermind the feelings they will never go away
Let yourself live for at least another day

Keep yourself alive out of nothing but pure spite
Self destruction only panders to the ones who bite
Let yourself be happy make yourself feel fine
Take it as a sign

Keep yourself alive
If nothing else just out of spite
Self destruction only panders to the ones
Who want you dead
Let yourself be happy, make yourself feel fine
Take it, take it as a sign