Why Am I Even Here? | SIGNALIS

I originally made a generic S I G N A L I S game review and it quickly became something much more personal. I'm going to be very open, honest, and emotional and cover a variety of topics before touching S I G N A L I S. If you're not in a state of well-being please click off; similarly, I will be covering and showing spoilers for Oyasumi Pun-Pun and S I G N A L I S, however I don't believe I ruin either experience with my discussion, but I should at least note that here.

Content Warning: This essay discusses sensitive topics such as war, self-harm, grief, discrimination, existentialism, and loss. Viewer discretion is advised.

I politely ask everyone to recognize this is a deeply personal and almost private piece and plead that we keep all conversation from this work respectful; this is a difficult time and these are difficult topics. If you don't agree with me, that's okay, but please refrain from cruelty.

Below are my references and quick citations:
End of Eva Trailer:    • The End Of Evangelion (1997) Official...  
Bricky on SIGNALIS:    • Signalis Review: Horror in body, mind...  
Gigguk on Eva:    • Thank You, Evangelion.  
Writing on Games on Difficulty:    • How Difficult Games Can Help With Dif...  
SIGNALIS OST:    • SIGNALIS - ORIGINAL SOUNDTRACK  
Also below is Aranock's channel,
   / @aranock  

Steam Page:
https://store.steampowered.com/app/12...