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This song was born from a quiet period
where simply breathing felt like enough.


Lyrics by もい
Music ＆Vocal with SongMaker.AI
Concept & arrangement by もい




Toward the Light


A quiet room
Only the hands of the clock
Making an oddly loud sound
Piercing straight through my chest

Just getting up
Feels like today might collapse
Staring at stains on the ceiling
Searching for an escape
Clutching my excuses
For not being able to move
Face down on the floor
The world passed me by

“Are you okay?”
Those words felt like a blade back then
The colors outside were too bright
Everything looked gray

Still, I was breathing
That alone took everything I had
Within my ragged breaths
Something refused to disappear
A notebook filled with endings
At the very edge, written small
The word “future”
Quietly glowing in the dark

I pulled the curtain open
Just a little, with my fingertips
Sitting on the floor
Stealing a glimpse of the morning glow
On my phone screen
Messages frozen in time
Left open, the words
“I’m worried about you”

Unread messages
Felt like chains
Even so, my trembling thumb
Slowly typed, “I’m still alive”

Just that short sentence
The blue light of “send”
I can’t go back
But it pushed the ending a little farther away
Unable to do anything
Yet not completely fading out
At the edge of my blurred vision
Faint colors begin to increase again

I can’t tell myself to run
It’s okay if I can’t even walk
From lying face down
I try lifting just my face
It’s okay to be out of breath
It’s okay to be pathetic
Even one step more than yesterday
If I blur forward, that’s enough

A quiet room
The same clock hands
But now, just a little
They tick with a gentler sound