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Are your decisions clearer with hindsight? Or are you retconning your own past?

This return to work blends narrative filmmaking with documentary, found footage style; assembling a story from archive material and presenting it with a cinematic framing device. I'm continuing to hone my style, contracting and expanding, stripping back and enhancing, all while maintaining a personal, and alternative content and aesthetic. In this piece I question my own artistic decisions, looking back at my passion for music, and the idea of knowability itself. I touch on dreams, embarrassment, talent, and ponder what I owe my younger self.

On account of being locked out of my editing software Davinci Resolve for 7 days (infuriating bugs involving new macOS, Blackmagic did not help), this film was made over about two weeks.

Produced in Offaly, Éire, March 2025.

CX# 0197

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