Ano Yatsu - I Just Wanna Be Happy (ft. Ritchy & Solaria)

Vocals made with Ritchy & Solaria (Synth V)

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Lyrics:

I just wanna be happy

I was blind but now I see
Eyes wide open with a new clarity
It dawns on my how the polarity of my vulgarity is part of me
Sadly the reality is in the end all I ever get
Is a night filled with regret
Though I've tried to forget
I have not succeeded yet
It's a debt upon my skin
It's a game I cannot win
Seven hours of guilt for seven minutes of sin

What could I have done to appease my inner beast?
What must I endure for a chance at inner peace?
Every time I rise I could never feel at ease
With the raw emotion in me begging for release
I'll leave the past in the past and erase that history
And I'm busting and busting my balls to finish my degree
'Work smarter, not harder, follow trends,' they say to me
'Cause if it's only me who likes it, it's just masturbatory

I don't wanna be horny anymore
I just wanna be happy, just wanna be happy
Is it really too much I'm asking for
I just wanna be happy, just wanna be happy
Just wanna be happy...

I'm so disgusted with myself
Dwelling on the thought that some day I'mma go to hell
For the stuff I've seen, all the crazy stuff I know
Stuff I found arousing while browsing through seven incognito windows
Now that the deed is over I feel the mental scars
Delete that homework folder, but deep within my heart
Can't shake the nagging the tagging got bad and real bizarre
Vanilla was my thrill until I tasted NTR

I'm so ashamed, but with it comes a change
A hidden power even though I'm physically drained
I feel it in my veins, the blood returning to my brain
And now it's like I'm breaking free from a cage
Like a sage, I've reached enlightenment and with it clarity
And I look back on my life and ponder all its mysteries
I don't wanna be successful, I don't want prosperity
Now I see, I just wanna be happy

I don't wanna be horny anymore
I just wanna be happy, just wanna be happy
Is it really too much I'm asking for
I just wanna be happy, just wanna be happy

I don't wanna be horny anymore
I just wanna be happy, just wanna be happy
Is it really too much I'm asking for
I just wanna be happy, just wanna be happy
Just wanna be happy

I just wanna be happy
Just wanna be happy...