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This one means a lot to me so I hope you enjoy the song and video!

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Song:
Produced by: Kode
Written by: Kode
Mix and Mastered by: Robert Rebeck

Video:
visuals/cinematography: Nelson Chavez at Artem films
Director: Nelson Chavez
Producer: Kaden McKenna
Editor: Kaden McKenna
Nelson's Instagram: @nelsons_rawcreations
Artem Films:
website: https://artemfilms.com/
Instagram: @artemfilms_

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LYRICS:

I was just thinking
What are the odds that i'd still be alive
I hated the fact I survived when so many others have died
Back in July they took out the mass that was in me and that's when I said my goodbyes
Now there's a threat that's growing inside of my head when I question about my demise
Why was I chosen
Why did he leave me here broken
I've made people sad without care for emotion
Put myself first and I chose not to notice
But that's when it hit me
I can keep living to change all the evil within me
I can keep living to say that i've been through the pain that's been in the hearts of so many
I may not hit fifty I may not hit forty
Gotta act quickly to get out my story
I hated the pity they'd always show for me
But now that i'm strong I tell them with glory the odds never mattered
It was that one in a million that brought you disaster
If that's where you're at at the bottom imagine the top of the ladder

Those days crying in my room
Fighting all my demons cause that was all I knew
No way that ima make it through
I was locked away in my dark place
Trapped inside a dark phase
Tried to be alone
They're pity made my heart ache
They don't need to know
So I took my troubles far away and faced em on my own
For all my life I was in a dark place

I'll always be having these questions
Why was it this that was destined
Losing my mind when I notice it in my reflection i'm stranded without a direction
Maybe these thoughts in my head are a sign of depression
Ima make sure that I never express it
Ima make sure that I teach em the lessons i've learned that life without pain is a blessing
Fighting all my demons on my own
I been tryna drown my feelings in Patron
Any type of healing I can find
I use to bring the silence to my soul
Staring at my ceiling thinking should I try to
Still chase all my dreams really what should I do
How can I achieve em when i'm stuck in my room
That's the most I see I think that ima die soon
And trust me cause that's on a real
I wasn't ever the type that would sit down and cry to tell em the way that I feel
I was still hurting but sharing that pain is a burden I know that it's better concealed
So I locked away all my most painful of days
I thought that's the way I would heal

Those days crying in my room
Fighting all my demons cause that was all I knew
No way that ima make it through
I was locked away in my dark place
Trapped inside a dark phase
Tried to be alone
They're pity made my heart ache
They don't need to know
So I took my troubles far away and faced em on my own
For all my life I was in a dark place

Hiding away I regret it
Wishing I would've just said it out loud
Throwing that part of my head in the clouds
Hoping it'd never come down
Lately i'm straying too far and I hate it
They think i'm fine cause that's what i'm saying
I hope I don't cry
All of the past coming back they probably think that i'm faking everything
But i'm not I still see it in my dreams
Thought that it was over but that isn't what it seems to be
I just need to be out of my head
Get me out of my head
Get me out of my mind
I'm sorry I don't got the time
Too many things on my plate i'm tryna be great so I can't be waiting in line
I'm in a hurry
Trust me there's no need to worry remember I said that i'm fine
So many lies
I can see pain in they eyes so why should I tell em bout mine
Listen
Hide inside your mind like it's a prison
Why should I confide they won't listen
Died while i'm alive i'm still living
But now it just don't feel the same
I'm growing older and pressure come up on my shoulder
I wish it would just go away
For now i'm okay but whenever they ask how i'm doing
Deep down I know just what to say

Those days crying in my room
Fighting all my demons cause that was all I knew
No way that ima make it through
I was locked away in my dark place
Trapped inside a dark phase
Tried to be alone
They're pity made my heart ache
They don't need to know
So I took my troubles far away and faced em on my own
For all my life I was in a dark place