ROSE TINTED CHEEKS *2016 rough draft*

a 2016 rough draft of this idea that would have made the album FLOWER BOY. lyrics below.

i never had the courage to tell you i adore you
i did it in a song i was too afraid to call you
im sorry i know im annoying
i just want your attention
ever since i saw you knew nothing was important
your gravity is too strong its fucking up my orbit
contact avoided by the time i record this
i just want you to listen
everytime i see you, you brighten up my day
you’re cashmere to my cotton and i wished you felt the same
more options in the alphabet i know ill be OK
no i wont
its them rose tinted cheeks
they black flag we AF
we BF as AF
but they wont get that
thats that 20 century women reference
you so hard to get like intricate metaphors
companies? i own four
but all i want is yours
hit the plex and catch a band or sushi spot i recommend
float around hitting wheelies leg or engine based it all depends
either one is cool to me
and you’re way too cool for me
ima freeze to death tryna keep up
thirsty i am i may need three cups
eye contact
speeding down the 5 in my newest ride
you was kinda high speakers mild high
track 10 track 10, dirtbike afternoons
as long as pale skin is near i didnt have to leave the room
switch gears
roamed around around fell in love
broke my leg and got stuck what the fuck
hit my head, wait, i wish you would fall in too i said
i wish you would fall in and snap them legs
cause ima be stuck here until im dead and gone
i remember when we first met
my eyes, like jeans too tight, i couldnt take em off you
you’re precious metal i was a magnet just looking
ive been searching for something
but didnt know what i was looking for
then you popped and it became so clear
like that water up north, so clear
im intimidated by your existence
flustered because of your presence
your absence leaves me in a state of confusion
i cant function, i cant explain it
im aware enough to know this is just a temporary pool of emotion
but since im here, i might as well drown
please dont save me