This song is a raw and honest expression of love, temptation, and the complicated feelings I’ve experienced. It’s inspired by my real-life relationships with four amazing strippers — a unique, intense, and meaningful connection that shaped how I stay true and honest when faced with temptation.
Two of these women have passed away, and the others drifted apart — memories that still weigh on me. This song isn’t about judgment or shame but about vulnerability, respect, and staying grounded in who I am.
The characters in my music videos and art are original anime-style creations and don’t represent real people. This is my way of telling a story through music and visuals that reflect feelings more than facts.
Thanks for listening and sharing this journey with me. If you enjoy the song, please like, comment, and subscribe.
Genres: Hardcore Rave Pop × Alternative Rock
Voice: My High-pitch voice, raw, cracked, screaming allowed
Mood: Love-hate, seductive humor, emotional shield, wild but self-aware
Dynamic: Builds from soft intro to explosive final chorus
No autotune — pure emotion is the power.
About the song:
This song blends hardcore rave pop with alternative rock, creating a wild, energetic sound that grows bigger with every section. It’s about navigating temptation, staying honest, and protecting your heart — all while keeping a sense of humor and self-awareness.
My voice is raw and emotional, embracing cracks and screams to show real feeling, not polish. The song is an anthem for anyone who’s ever had to say “no” to fake love or flirtations that feel empty.
Personal Story Behind the Song:
I’ve had a meaningful 4-way relationship with four strippers — real people, real connections, not just fantasies or stereotypes. Two of them tragically passed away years ago, and the last two drifted away.
This history is why I’m honest and guarded when girls try to seduce me today. It’s a shield that helps me stay soft and truthful without being naive or easily tempted.
This song is about the real love and loss I experienced with those four amazing women. The characters in the song and video are anime-style and do not represent anyone real.
Lyrics:
[Intro]
I stay honest...
No matter what you show me
I know what's real
Even when it's beautiful
[Chorus]
🎶 Bonk! Go to horny jail
You're hot but you don’t tip the scale
Sayin’ anything to make me fail
But my heart don't pay retail
Bonk! Go to horny jail
You flirtin’ hard but it’s all for sale
Words so sweet, but the vibe goes stale
I walk off — I won’t inhale 🎶
("try again, you won't break me...")
[Verse 1]
She said she’s hungry,
WiFi down again
“I’m horny… I’m in love with you,” she said
“Anything for you, baby” — she played it sweet
But I felt the game right under her beat
I said, “I will break your heart, and you’ll break mine”
“Let’s just promise we’ll make it work this time”
Givin’ you chances don't mean I'm in
You call it love — I call it a spin
[Pre-Chorus]
🎶 All these games, they sound the same
But I ain't tryna play for fame
If your love’s a price tag lie
I just sigh… and hit reply 🎶
[Chorus]
🎶 Bonk! Go to horny jail
I’m not the one that’ll feed that tale
DM lines, yeah they all derail
But I’m still soft — just armored well
Bonk! Go to horny jail
You pretty but my truth prevails
No wallet here, no sweet email
Just a song, not a fairy tale 🎶
[Verse 2]
I knew real girls — not just DMs
We never met in clubs, they were my girlfriends
Four hearts, four truths I saw
Never once danced for cash or law
Yeah, two of them passed, crash on the way
One replied from the hospital, didn’t know what to say
The other two faded — no calls, no sound
But those were real — love that held me down
They wore what they wore, yeah maybe bare
But they gave me peace — not tricks, not stares
[Bridge]
🎶 Auuugh!
Not again, not again…
I gave chances
I gave heart
But now I know —
who’s real… and who’s just playing parts 🎶
(echo: “I still sing, even when it hurts…”)
[Final Chorus]
🎶 Bonk! Go to horny jail
You're heat but your stories pale
I don’t shame, I just exhale
Keep your charm — I’m not for sale
Bonk! Go to horny jail
You beautiful, but I won’t derail
This love? It’s not on retail
I sing for real — no fairytale 🎶
[Outro]
softly
I respect you…
But don’t play me
Not this time
Bonk… go to horny jail
Thank you for listening and understanding.
This is my truth — raw, vulnerable, and real.
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