CATALYZE 100%!!! 63981 Attempts & 456 days (1/15/19 - 4/15/20) [MY BIGGEST ACHIEVEMENT EVER]

I don't even know where to begin I'm just in shock... can't believe I actually beat it

This level all started when someone sent me a challenge level which was the Catalyze first wave and I beat it very easily. I then decided to TRY catalyze as my first extreme (this was January 2019). After 6 months I got to 62% and was hoping to beat it in only 1 more month! But I was very wrong... it took another 6 months just to get a new best of 82% on the last day of 2019. I was just so determined with this level and finally beating it today is a feeling I can't even describe. The two weeks before I beat this were horrible since it was after my 97% death and I was struggling to write this description I didn't even know exactly what to put lol. I want to say thank you to everyone on twitch for supporting me and believing in me. I've hit so many milestones while playing Catalyze
We just hit 2,000 twitch followers last month and I really enjoy talking with everyone and seeing you there. I really can't thank you all enough for being here.
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STATS
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CATALYZE
Position on demonlist (as of upload): 49 (Edit: Catalyze has moved up 6 spots)
Worst Fails (past 77%) 82x2, 83x2, 84x3, 85x2, 88x2, 91, 93x5, 97
Hardest Parts (ranked hard to easy): #1: 40-41% #2: 47-53 #3: 56-61
Best runs before completion: 30-100, 30-96, 38-91, 47-96, 54-100
Hardest demon before completion: Unearthed (beaten at #115 on list, now on legacy list)
Gameplay Rating: 85/100
Decoration Rating: 90/100
Enjoyment Rating: Before 97% fail: 90/100 | After 97%: 30/100

Time taken: 456 Days. Don't get the wrong idea though. Out of those 456 I probably played the level between 75 and 110 of those days since I've estimated around 300-400 hours spent playing this level but I'm not sure at all. I just know the attempts
Attempts: 63,981
Patience: 100/100
Dedication: 100/100
Beaten with 144 fps (I now use 288 fps bypass today)

FAQ:
What's going to be your next level?? - Delta Interface as of right now
Are you going to do Zaphkiel? - NOPE NEVER. Please stop asking about it :) otherwise I won't like you
Did you ever expect to beat this when you first starting playing this? - NOPE
Did you ever really want to give up on the level? - No, but I came VERY close
Would you recommend this level? - YES but only if you already have a TON of skill. You need to be very prepared, dedicated, or experienced to take on something this hard.


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TOTAL DEATHS (from 31-81%) "~" = estimated
30-37%: Too many to count
39-41: Too many to count
42: ~15
43-45: ~50
46-47: Too many to count. Maybe around 100
49-50: ~30
51-54: ~75
56-59: ~35
60-62: ~10
63-67: ~15
68-69: ~5
70-73: 3
74: ~5
75: ~6
77: 2
The 20 deaths past 77% are listed above

0:00 Working Towards 100%
0:55 100% Completion Attempt
2:41 The After Completion