ohsobrkn - big boys don't cry (prod. con) (lyrics)

so many bottled up emotions


ohsobrkn
  / ohsobrkn  

Devil
  / tailwind_ow  

Anime: Orange


Lyrics

(hook)
i’m trying to hide
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if I’m fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry
(big boys don’t cry at all)

(verse 1)
i've been sitting in my room
just chilling my dude
i don’t care about much
that’s a lie, i just try to act tough
deep inside i’m really big wuss
i’ve going through a lot but it don’t show
smile big, so my parents really don’t know
like a fridge cuz my heart stay so cold
they say to be a man
you gotta be strong
walk around with ya fist closed
I’m a big boy now be aware of it
to be honest man
i think need a therapist
to be honest man
i think i’m really scared of this
they say i gotta be tough
i ain’t sharing it
playing 21 savage really ain’t me
i just wanna be a man
so they feel me
stack my pride so high to the ceiling
sadly, this bottled up pain
just might kill me
(pain just might kill me)

(hook)
i’m trying to hide
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry
(big boys don’t cry at all)

(verse 2)
i think i’m growing up way too fast
age 10 and i wear a fake mask
i’m afraid that my life might crash
cuz if you ain’t first
then your just last
when I’m grown
imma be like them
even walk, try to talk, be a jock like them
maybe then
i will actually finally fit in
bottle up everything, and when i’m all out of my luck
kill myself like them

(hook)
i’m trying to hide
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry
(big boys don’t cry at all)

(bridge)
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah
big boys don’t cry at all