The INFJ (ok MAYBEEEE likely INFP) Song . . . Haha:)

A song about what it's like to be me . . .

Believe it or not, even though I feel like a weirdo much of the time and execute subconscious attempts to blend in regularly in my life, I also simultaneously resign myself to nonconformance (stubbornly and inwardly).

It is as though I attempt to make even my genuine, intentional (inward . . . again) demonstrations of nonconformity discrete and undetectable/untraceable to the one being revolted against, BECAUSE almost always, what is being revolted against is a Spirit or an unhealthy belief manifesting through language, not a person -- I am aware that people are doing their best :) . . . Heavens, I am doing my best!

A silent revolt. Can it be? Can I communicate with and challenge your Spirit without direct confrontation through words?

I can. It can be. And it will probably be unsettling, but that's . . . good. You get a growing pain, you get a growing pain, I get a growing pain, everybody gets a growing pain!!!!!

This doesn't mean I won't speak when I deem/judge the situation or "time" to be right, or that I am afraid to use my voice. It simply means that speaking is not my most natural form of communication when volatile emotions may be present in others, as those sorts of interactions in large frequencies do not feed my soul, but rather drain my own being. Being sensitive doesn't mean I can't handle big emotions, cope healthily for myself, or communicate amidst high emotion. I actually excel when these types of situations do arise, I simply do not instigate them.

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I've been finding money on my walks. I like it. I am learning a lot. I hope you learn, too. I hope you embrace each moment. I hope you gain all revelation. I hope you run to the beat of your own heart, further than any drum could ever guide you . . .

may its rhythm find you relentless.

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