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After losing his boyfriend, he returns to where they were happiest. A story about grief. 💔

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Something different this time - a collaboration with Chilean artist and poet, Rogelio Cerda Castillo. "I Go Thinking" is an adaptation of his poem "Voy Pensando."

The video: A man returns alone to the mountains, retracing a journey he once took with his boyfriend. The memories flood back - sitting together on the bus in their bright hiking jackets, tender moments at the mountain refuge, lying together by the lake watching the peaks.

But this time he's alone. Older, grieving, trying to find closure after losing the person he loved.

The song is about obsessive thinking - "of you, of me, of everyone, of no one" - that endless mental loop when someone occupies every thought even after they're gone. The video shows what it looks like to return to the place you were happiest, carrying memories that won't let go.

Rogelio's original poem was about obsessive longing for someone from 30 years ago he never saw again. The video reimagines it as grief - another kind of impossible longing.

This is a singer-songwriter track with acoustic guitar and piano - intimate, melancholic, building slowly. The song ends with Rogelio's original Spanish words. #gaymusic #patagoniachile #chiseledmen

Music: chiseledMen
Lyrics: Rogelio Cerda Castillo [  / pandamonio65  ]

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