Mind Of A Poet. - (Prod. Moon)

I put my heart and soul into this, this song is about the dark places your own mind can take you too, Thank you for listening.


Lyrics - I watched my life get torn into pieces burnin up sleepless nights where I see shit creepin in the shadows just another Fuckin battle somethin that I’m used too always breakin down my castle what I’ve done been through is a lesson never waver from the path that I chose yeah I know how it goes grippin on a dead rose, trippin, think I’m dealin some black crows sippin, tryna ease the pain I can’t ever listen, might’ve gone insane in this mental prison, I been feelin stressed out people wanna talk about depression but don’t know what it really is telling you to suck it up and keep down now you’re all alone and you’re drownin evil is surroundin every thought you write into your death note tears streamin down got a lump in your damn throat talkin to the wall is the only way you can cope, turnin to the drugs hopin that they numb what you can’t but you know that they never helped shit maybe this time it works, showin all my scars from the earth, see em on my skin now my past is a blur, everytime I climbed from the dirt, showed me that I really had worth I need me a cure to a long term problem not a temporary fix that will lead me to a coffin yuh everybody so toxic they just wanna talk shit while I’m strugglin to live with myself in the end lost so many friends will I make it idk guess it all depends if I reach out and take it I been havin nightmares bloody dreams screams from the past watch it play out like a movie scene wake up in a panic I’m so worried that I can’t breathe, think you know me but you only know what you can see

aye nobody can see me Imma ghost been dead so long but I never lost hope keep the light in my eyes even though it’s gettin dark all my thoughts in my mind tryna take away my spark try to say I’m doin better then my brain says I’m not it’s a war within myself my subconscious is killin me finally goin crazy cause it just won’t shut up at this point it’s non stop tellin me to give up hey things are better if you died no fuck you why don’t just take a rope hang get out of my head ha I will never leave thought that you could get rid of me now you’ll hurt worse the impitimy of pain you will carry everyday so worthless I will take your purpose away, no I’ve been hardended like stone you can’t win I’ll start fightin again everytime you think I’ve fallen I’ll behead you send you back to hell with the rest of these demons tell the devil I sent you I don’t feel fear that has never been an issue I fight with evil on the daily can’t shake me do it on my own cause nobody can save me see my hand slippin gettin hard to hold on somethings pullin on my leg kick it back im too strong , knock you back into your damn place, back where you belong on the ground hold your face under water Imma make you Fuckin drown everything’s gonna change from here on out, met to be great got a talent Imma use just a modern day poet tryna pay my dues with the likes and the views from the ones who relate the depressed and betrayed , too much on they plateI want you have faith hope we all find our light for the people who don’t get it I’m just glad that you try for the ones that understand sorry that you have to suffer it might get rougher but you gotta keep on goin both my lungs hurt from continuing this verse but I have to express what it’s like in the dirt, everyone will hear me they will all remember these words play em over over while smokin, breakin down losin composure, I’ll be the sound in the shadows of your room when your alone

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