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Just ignore it, push this aside day after day/
Now it's my pleasure to be ripping your awareness my way/
Live it up, live it up until you can't live down the things you say/‎
Disregard your own beating heart and keep on running anyway/

Oh yeah, it's fine, it's probably for the best/
Let me just quickly ‎tell that to the burning feeling inside my chest/‎
Lord knows I always planned on being suddenly abandoned/‎
They say it's better to love and lose so I guess I'm truly blessed/

Oh please, leave me down here where you found me/
Let me get to my self-righteous agony/
Let me seethe in this self-aggrandizing misery/
Let me grieve for who I think I used to be/

Turning my obsession back inward/
With‎ my intention so savagely injured/

Will‎ I pretend that I know better? Can I go on like this forever?/
Can I convince myself that what I want is all that I need?/
Why am I willing to burn for this? Why do I let myself bleed?/

It sure is nice to finally know that I was wrong all along‎/
I guess‎ this chaotic mess is the way that things belong/
Never letting attention show but smouldering with mutual disgust/
You keep letting the tension grow and I'll keep grinding these goddamned teeth to dust/

Howling ghosts of quiet moments shattering my dreams/
Waking in an empty room still echoing with the screams/
Writhing in this inexorably melodramatic agony/
Holding it all back, just like you taught me/

Will‎ I pretend that I know better? Can I go on like this forever?/
Can I convince myself that what I want is all that I need?/
Why am I willing to burn for this? Why do I let myself bleed?/

Glancing back over your shoulder with the sympathy you assert/
Pity pumps through the heart of the beholder while I draw my masterpiece right here in the dirt/
But I'm still so grateful to be here and for the hideous hunger that animates me/
When I rise, my wretched work will scar this wasteland as far as your vacant can see/

Of course the first thing in life that I didn't have to question/
Would lead me indefinitely in this dismal direction/
‎I've swallowed my pride and my bitter affection/
But I can't even trust my own haggard reflection/

I never asked for/ This distraction/
Or these irrelevant /Over-reactions/
I know we both/ Have a lot/ Left to say/
And I hope that some day we can talk about it over some coffee/