inosculation

lyrics:
been busy with the voice in my head -
that disagrees with everything i say
spent so much time being grateful to live,
i forgot to get out and actually live
when it feels like it's all too much,
and it's all my fault,
and i've had enough -

from love, not for
you cast a shadow
you are...

what did you do? how did you let go?
i decided to try and keep trying, i know
it comes and goes, i know, yeah i know,
you told me, you told me, i know, yeah, i know
does anybody really feel they belong?
you didn't know it, but you've been alone all along

from love, not for
you cast a shadow
you are here

oh all along! so why are you scared?
keep trying to run, but it's you that you fear

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written by me