Queen of Losing Out (Original Song)

Lyrics

Come over here and sit
I want to play pretend
can you imagine someone better than I’ve ever really been

I want to make believe
that it feels like a breeze
and I don’t wanna run away from all of this and scream

oh lalalalabuilding up for a big let down
counting strikes before they’ve played out
please forgive me my heads so loud
I’ve gotta get out
i don’t know how to make you proud
cause I keep bringing myself down
I’m the queen of losing out

come on let’s try again
I promise I won’t bend
I’ll see it through I’ll show commitment till the bitter end

but what if they hate me?
and they don’t want to see
my crumbling facade painted and clean