Colliding With Mars - HEIRLOOM REMIX (ft. shinigami, Supachefm, polearm, 93FEETOFSMOKE & fats'e)

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written by Colliding With Mars, shinigami, Supachefm, polearm, 93FEETOFSMOKE & fats'e
produced by Colliding With Mars, 93FEETOFSMOKE & polearm
shot & edited by polearm & 93FEETOFSMOKE
dp by 93FEETOFSMOKE

lyrics:

[Verse 1: Colliding With Mars]
I'm sorry for the way I treated you (Oh)
And I’m sorry for the way it fell apart
What a day, what a day
I'm sorry that I took than to let you suffocate
I can never be stronger
Staring at the seams; goner
I'm breaking, I’m facing the end of my mind
This head rush will make me crash
Sedate me, I'm wasting
I feel the impact
This heirloom won’t bring me back
I'm sorry for the way I treated you (Oh)
And I’m sorry for the way it fell apart
I didn't mean to break you in half
I just don't love you anymore

[Bridge: shinigami]
I'm screaming to the sky for one chance
I'll do what I can to make this last

[Verse 2: supachefm]
And I promised you girl, that it's all for good riddance
And I'm scared of the scene when we go and first meet and I have to go and break the ice
Wait, it's the last straw
Gotta smoke a couple buds when I'm pissed off
Oh wait, might just fly away, girl
Every time I'm high, think I contemplate girl

[Interlude: Savage Ga$p]
And after all you hate me
Ay, I never thought that we'd come home
To lay with you now
Ay, but I don't wanna let you go (Ooh)
Why am I alone now?
Falling in the snow, woah (Ooh)
But I don't wanna let you go
I call you on the phone, you just wanna let me go (Ooh)
I can't only get there myself

[Verse 3: shinigami & supachefm]
Laying awake and I'm wasting away
Thinking 'bout you and it's ruining my day
And I told you I'd wanted to meet in the backstreets
I'm still embarrassed from when you had asked me
Burn it all down, you been watching me spiral
I haven't felt like myself in a while
And I try and retrieve just some space just to breathe
Can't we just meet all alone on the scene tonight?

[Verse 4: polearm]
I could say that I’m feeling alright, yeah
But lately I've been feeling you don’t got the same vibe, yeah
You act like you don’t care when I say that I'm there
I was tearing it out so I cut off my hair
And you don't feel a single thing, oh no

[Outro: fats'e & 93FEETOFSMOKE]
It's alright, it's alright
No it's fine, no it's fine
Just leave me here, it's alright
Guess that it's cool, guess that I'm fine
I know I'm lying, I know I'm lying
I know, I don't, I don't, I don't like
Just leave me here, it's alright