never let go | alex & izzie

"...i can't lose you, i won't survive..."

I really can't believe it! Seriously, after all these years. We really got our endgame? I actually have really mixed feelings about it...

Don't get me wrong, I'm so freaking happy my OTP got it's happy ending! I always adored these two and I always was so mad about the way Izzie was written out of Grey's. SO OUT OF CHARACTER! But that's another story. Anyways I really can't believe they got their happy ending after like what? 10 years?

The reason I have mixed feelings about it is obviously Meredith. Like I'm SO sad about the way he left her. I think this was the best way to handle Justins exit from the show. I wouldn't have wanted him to die or anything. But I totally get why people are pissed. Especially Jo/Jolex fans. They really don't deserve that and tbh if my ship got destroyed like that I would riot! I mean Alex left his WIFE by letter. The same way practically Izzie left him. That was the worst thing he has ever done tbh and really kinda destroys his character development.

But to be totally honest I'm not angry or sad or anything. I have stopped watching the show after Arizona and April left. I wanted to stop way sooner when Callie left but I just couldn't. And side note: Callie, Izzie and April got way worse endings than Alex! At least they dedicated a whole episode to him with cute flashbacks and stuff. Callie didn't really get a goodbye, Izzie got the worst goodbye ever written and April's storyline was shitty as well. So I'm kinda surprised Alex got written out "so good". Like in comparison to those other characters.

Anyways I should stop rambling. I'm freaking happy I got my endgame and I can't believe my last Izzex edit is two years old, ugh. They own my heart and I'm glad I instantly got the inspiration to vid them when I heard what happened! ♥

I may start working on a Merlex video right away. Opinions? Yes? No?

Btw I feel like I don't know how to vid anymore. :D But maybe part of the reason is that sony vegas constantly crashed. Like seriously when it was really bad it wouldn't even let me add one clip without crashing. Towards the end somehow it got better? Strange stuff happening guys!!

THANK YOU ALL FOR WATCHING ♥ Love you all!!

song:    • James Arthur - Falling Like The Stars  
couple: izzie steven + alex karev
show: grey's anatomy
coloring: jula misiak
edited by me

btw changed my twitter some time ago so if you wanna follow me:
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PS onto the video again: I really tried to make a happy video! I usually vid a lot of angsty stuff but for this special occasion and this especially happy occasion I really wanted to do something happy! Hope it worked :)♥


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