an example of a lonely gay incel/unrequited love (old blog post)

I dont want to make this a pity party..but just bring awareness i guess? idk..not to sound pretentious like ive been through it all. so this is an old vid ive made when it was summer time(favorite season for me) and having no one in my life. being a codependent dealing with loneliness and depression is hell. i just wanted to share this as a reminder for others that youre not alone. Im in a better place now, but i do deal with this state of being sometimes. I have dealt with greatly and still sort of do now a days with unrequited love..this suffering makes life long. I dont want to be fully negative, but just being honest here and express these moments where YOURE NOT DOING OK. I dont share this so others can feel sorry for me, i just share this so others are aware that they arent alone with these undesirable state of beings. I dont consider myself an incel anymore nor deal with the loneliness ive dealt with...but it comes back to haunt me sometimes..this state. And feeling of being. I dont know how else to say it but I hope i expressed myself well and also clarify the assumptions that many make that gay men get easy sex. one, life isnt always about sex and two, not all gay men get easy sex. anyways just rambling now i just wanted to share this x

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