ecstatic - original song

In case you can't tell, I'm trembling so bad during this entire video. I feel awful, honestly. Like, physically. But whatever - I wanted to upload this song and my body wasn't going to prevent me from doing so. Though it DID make me mess up the words, like, half the time. Oops.

I can be frantic
I can be so problematic
I can tell you that I'm done with everything - psych!
I can be ecstatic
I can be a tad erratic
I can make you think I'm actually someone you might like

and then you'll think I'm positively crazy
'cause I can take this ride when I'm still lazy
everything I'm saying now's just words that flow downstream
it doesn't mean much
but to me it's everything

I can be the wisest
I can be a little mindless
I can make you think twice about everything
I can be the coldest
I can be heartless and closed-off
I can make you think I'm capable of being mean

and then I'll say I'm not really quite ready
to get out of the house and prove I'm steady
every thought inside my head just MAKES ME WANNA SCREAM
it doesn't mean much
but to me it's everything

I can be nostalgic
I can be still as a relic
I can long to live in the past though it was bad
I can be chaotic
though I'll never be alcoholic
I can make you feel delight and joy even though I'm sad

and then you'll think I'm kind of being silly
'cause I won't let go of the past that hurt me
I'm trying to explain it now but words makes it more unclear
to you it doesn't mean much
but to me... it's everything


I... don't know. I can't explain this song. It's me being chaotic, and I just... don't care.

Also, I need a better clip for my Scenes song, but I don't know what to doooooo! Help me...

Cya!