heylog - shredder (lyrics)

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Anime:
Violet Evergarden

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Lyrics:
at night i wanna end it all
in bed as tears begin to fall
water seeps through my pillow
i had to let it out
why won't you let me be?
is it revenge you seek?
too bad i cared for you
more than you could ever care for me

right now my only focus is on you
but if i die, i promise that i will warn you
but i cannot guarantee if i'll make it or not
so i'll cherish every moment with you
stay here, i gotta go i'll be right back
i head to war when voices causing this impact
but i cannot guarantee i'll make it out alive
so i'll try my best to stay intact
oh we out here alone with no one there by my side
i keep on hearing these sc***ms and hearing people cry
but i don't know if it's real, don't know if it's a sign
i just know that i'm frightened and horrified
say "where is log?" - i don't know where they went
i vanish into thin air and wait until i'm in
love for who i am
and love for within
you took that away now there's a shredder on my skin

if i were you i would hide
'cause you don't know what you caused
you put on quite a show
let's give a round of applause
so are you done hurting me?
and are you done with my head?
keep using it like a toy
you must forgot i'm human

don't wait for me now, i don't know how long i'll be
i'm too busy in the ground eating dirt you threw at me
oh, you had your chance to let me go so i could breathe
now you're the one who's eating dust that i'm collecting on my feet
so, how does it feel now that the roles finally swapped?
i've been living too long feeling disgust inside this swamp
people love to talk but never wanna say a thing
when i be standing right there, c'mon and say it to my face
don't p*ss on my back and say "it's raining from outside"
i don't need no skin and bones for me to conjure every lie
i know i forgave but honestly: i change my mind
'cause i could not forgive a person who has stabbed me many times
say "where is log?" - i don't know where i have been
i just stay as far as possible and locking every hinge
love for who i am and love for what i hold within
thanks for ruining what i had, this is where i shred my skin

you hurt (x3)
you hurt, oh

don't look at me now, i feel so guilty in my chest
reflecting off the mirror is just a boy 'bout to collapse
i said i wanted peace, instead i got a giant war
and now i feel it slipping through as if this chapters gonna end
better start the next one bringing in new characters
maybe they'll respect me and everything will register
'cause i don't need nobody who just s***ws behind my back
so, tell me was it worth it throwing everything we had?

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