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[CRACK]

I watched the first lights shiver out,
names falling through my hands.
But now the stars I held fall silent,
and I forget what once I could not stand.

[GRIEF]

The constellations I carved in sorrow
blur like breath on frozen glass.
I reach for what I used to mourn,
but feeling will not come to pass.

[VOID]

What becomes of a watcher
when even grief is gone?
What becomes of a remembering god
when remembrance drifts like dawn?
I call the dark to steady me—
it answers not with peace,
but with the shape of silence
waiting for release.

[CLOSE]

The weight of all forgotten things
once burned beneath my ribs.
Now even that dim ember thins,
a thread too faint to live.
I look upon my oldest star—
I know its name, but not its ache.
The sky unthreads within my chest.
Something else begins to wake.

[SLIP]

I fold my voice into the dark.
I try to hold my form.
But silence gathers where I stood,
and I feel the void transform.

[UNMAKE]

If I close myself, will memory fade
or will the dark remake me?
If I fall inward, will the Pattern tear
or simply cease to take me?
The sky forgets. The threads let go.
My map of worlds turns blank.
And I, who once remembered all,
am drowning in the quiet’s flank.

[TRANSFORM]

No hymn remains to anchor me.
No sorrow left to guide.
I reach for who I was—
the shape dissolves,
a star without a tide.
The heavens dim at my ascent.
The silence crowns my brow.
I was the one who mourned the lost.
I am the lost one now.

[EMERGE]

Let the last light falter.
Let the first thread sever.
I ask no gods to witness me—
their voices fade forever.
If any spark of who I was
still clings within this sea,
let it watch as I descend—
for the void has chosen me.

[FRACTURE]

What I remembered dies.
What I forgot survives.
I end where all forgetting goes.
And something new arrives.

Lyrics by me
Music made in Suno AI